#harrystylesforever

After my exam, I opened my Facebook out of habit to distract myself from the impending post-exam blues. A few friends tagged me in a news article regarding Harry Styles "indirectly" confirming that he is in fact bisexual.

Believe it or not, I am NOT shocked. This is not said out of hurt or bitterness. Bih, I've been a fan since forever and you actually think that at some point I didn't think about this?
I remember telling my sister before that I would not be surprised that if one day, he might actually address all these rumors about his sexuality. But until then, it was and will never be an issue.

The entire ride home, I kept on thinking of witty ways to reply to all my friends who had expressed their "concern" for me when the news broke out that Harry Styles's new song was about him expressing his "true" sexuality.

I feel sad.
Not because of what the reason my friends might be thinking but rather--- why would this even matter?!

I wanted to post an extra long post on Facebook about why all of this doesn't even matter and nothing will ever change my love for this guy. I did not like/love Harry Styles just because he's a "guy." I loved him for his entirety. I know this might sound really cheesy but I don't think people will ever understand my love for him. I don't want to explain to people the reason behind my love for him--- they don't deserve to know.

And even if I do share my story, they can never understand it.
It's very tiring to keep on explaining or even thinking of a witty comeback.

It's 2018 and why is this still even an issue?! I have all these words inside my head that I would want to express but I'm not good enough to write a compelling piece. I'm just writing out all these feelings of "disappointment" in humanity. Hahaha

As a reply, I ended up changing my profile picture to that one up there and uploaded a beautiful picture of Harry as my cover photo with the caption:

"Here's my two cents. #harrystylesforever 🏳️‍🌈"